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i’m living in this world without you,

watching my own life pass me by

i’m living in this world without you, 

being a bystander to my own life

i’m on the outside trying to look in

i need to feel connected

or else i’m going to lose it

i’m waiting for my destiny to manifest in front of me

the one thing i was sure, the one thing i knew

the only thing i thought i had, well i fucking blew

i’m showering at two in the morning

so no one can see me clean the filth i have come to be

how can i focus on tomorrow when i can live today

i wanted hope, i wanted change

the stars have fallen from the sky

i wanted home, i wanted change

but now i’m ready to die

you can’t kill someone who’s already dead

you can’t even begin to understand the thoughts in my head

i beat myself over and over again about nothing

just sensing reality is dead

i hate myself more than you ever can

and i’ll hate myself until the very end

i lost my heart the day this world went cold

the sun doesn’t rise to heat this godforsaken earth

an image of you appears as i begin to cry

an image of you appears as i slowly die

cynical of this world, pessimistic as a whole

living in the biggest lie

calling purgatory my only home

(Source: ourcircleisvicious)